Pictures give me comfort when I have no words to speak,
I know am different from the rest of people,
But I chose to be me!
I don’t wanna get lost in the crowd,
Trust me, am a girl, I too have a dream.
I have my wings, I wish to fly,
To a distant faraway land,
a wonder world!
A place where people were kind,
People were loving and giving,
a place where one could love,
like its a Godly thing!
A place where none was stranger,
A place where everyone was family,
I wanna fly away to a place so gleam!
I am still a stranger to this weird world,
I can't understand its people,
Or they can't understand the me I am,
everything seems nothing but illusion!
Even though am bursting into tears,
I chose not to utter a word,
My voice lost its speech,
Am numbed to silence forever!
I am lost, I can't stand up tall,
I know what am doing is all wrong,
My heart is crying blood,
I can see pain eating me out,
I can't move my feeble body how hard I try.
I see grey everywhere,
Grey hair, grey ashes,
I am not colorblind,
But am blinded by life!
I wish heart could speak,
So could my mind,
Because am numbed to silence,
I chose not to say a word.
I chose to speak through silence,
Cos am shattered, am broken to innumerable pieces,
My world is shaking in front of me,
Everything is coming upside down.
Yet I chose to remain silent,
Cos I can't speak a word!