Am loosing myself,
I tried to gain control,
But I can't, am half dead.
My body, now devils own!
I can feel worms crawling through the open wounds,
Bloods oozing out,
It's eating me alive, lingering pain all over,
Now a devil's slave I am!
Am working against my body,
I can feel pain screeching its nail through my skin,
Tearing my flesh,
Pain welcoming me with all its warmth,
Is it what I wanted?
I know not, I can't feel the person I am.
Darkness behind me, darkness by my side,
Darkness right in front,
I can't see a clear blue sky!
A human I was, now a disgrace to God's creation!
I can't laugh at my image anymore,
Cos am…now, devils own!