I seem chained to my own thoughts,
Dreaming a life I always dreamt of,
Living like a dead man!
I feel lost at daytime,
My mind seems nowhere around me.
People seem to be gazing me with their eyes,
Eyes full of questions, fear, amazement or wonder?
They scare me,
I lose myself in the crowd of faces,
All unknown to one another,
Everyone seems up for a race!
A game I chose not to play,
Cos it's nothing but a game of fools,
Competing with each other for no good!
I play by my own rules,
I compete myself every night and day,
Am insomniac, no, not a maniac you see.
I compete with my emotions, lest it defeats,
I smile when am at pain,
I cry when am happy,
Am silly I feel,
It's my world where I play with my imaginations,
It's my playground,
It's just so me!
okay, don't know what to say, this thing came from my mind just now and I wrote it down, I just wanted to write something here today, I miss blogging, blame my internet for that. But its all good now, and am back, it's my birthday next week and am so little excited this time not sure why, maybe because I am growing wise day by day, there is so many things that happened within the last year that I felt like my life has suffered some kind of earthquake, well not a major one, like 5.1 in Richter scale, lol.
I am mostly funny I feel, and my humorous appeal make me wonder why didn't I join the humour factory, wait what's humour factory? not sure :P
yesterday I had a cute embarrassment, I was in my class, tried to bring a chair, those rolling ones for computers, do they have a name? I am not sure. and so I tried to hold it up and bring to my place to sit and guess what the down part just got messed up and I was left with the seat part in my hands, I couldn't help but laugh out loud, and also the HR over there helped me with it i.e she too joined in the laughing competition, aww, I love her for this :D
anyway, the guys too laughed at it, and I felt good enough to know that its okay to mess things like that, it just happens :D
umm, so anyway's I should be signing off now, have to eat something as am hungraayy!! i.e hungry acc to me :P good luck guys, have a great weekend, and oh I will be going for the fair today, yippee, am so happy for it, will be back soon, stay well and keep smiling :)