Night makes me lonely...makes me strong...
I lie on my bed thinking all alone.
Thoughts multiply...dream follows...
Fag or booze...I smell em all.
Fingers crawl through the decayed feeling…
I try to strum the real meaning.
But all I see
Just an empty me
Singing a chorus like a lullaby
Sitting near the mirror…
That had been broken twice...
Stabbing in pity...
My soiled soul!
To be honest, I feel so bad for not blogging these days. This place is one of my favorite place on earth apart from my own home..Its a part of me.
To be frank, I was always a lazy kid..as in I was and until few days back I was cozily lazy..but yeah..I guess its time to grow up..and I realize now that 24hr is just too less for a day and night....why not 24 hrs day and 24hrs night? That would have been fun :D...but sadly that is not happening....and so it is affecting quite a few things like blogging, shopping, going out for movies..etc
When am at home..all I do is study or click pictures or watch some cool movies..mostly actions and adventures..and romantic ones only when I feel bored, okay I have been reading a lot about my camera which is a DSLR, which means there are loads of manual stuffs to do..I tried a new thing yesterday and it was crazily bad :(
But I won't give up I promise.
I clicked bokehs..a lot..that too was some night last week..
night inspires me..makes me feel good for the things that I have done or for the things that are yet to happen!
There is always two sides of a coin..so why not a good side of something bad?
If I feel bad about something..I will be sad and depressed and some crazy lunatic person.
Why not see the good side and keep our hearts fresh and active?
I don't like those Advertisement on Television about those oils for keeping heart fresh and active..
its all in the mind!
So think wisely..and don't come to a conclusion too fast..
I never do!
Conclusions were never my favorite thing!
This post is just something that I wanted to share..
I am tying this for like 10 minutes..
I didn't plan anything at all!
My life never goes on plan..so is my blog post!
I love my blog..and all the cute people who reads it without complaining
thanks a bunch..love you all..and stay happy no matter what the situation is..smile and do whatever you want to do.
will be back asap
take care and keep smiling :)