I feel guilty
Just had a terrible evening, found out that I crushed a house lizard to death unknowingly and I cried like crazy after I found it. I can't stand death, and yes I cried for the lizard. I am feeling sick not sure why, I never knew I am so much emotional. I need to relax I know, my ma, brother, everyone is trying to make me feel good but I am just feeling terrible about it.
RIP buddy, you were loved you should know, and yes I do not like lizards, I have this scary feelings about them but I am missing you now, and I don't know how the feelings changed from being scared to loving your species.
I feel bad way too much, please go to heaven and ask God to gift you a great life!