Crazy stupid love
That's how it sounds at first.
But no, I'm not in love.
Or maybe I'm.
But I can't be.
Because I don't know if it's a mirage or reality!
Crazy and confused.
Dazed yet hopeful.
Is it the mind that's playing the chords of romance?
Or is the heart mocking my lust?
Happiness inside a sad wrapper,
A gift for lifetime perhaps,
Or maybe this shall pass.
Just like the floating clouds up on my sky,
Just like the other day when I thought I was actually alive!
God always plays hide n seek,
Because when I started dreaming, I was born!
And I cried for I knew I was lost!
Caged in a space full of strangers I can't love as my own,
A dying hunger,
And a nameless land,
A love that makes me feel alive is dying in vain.
A treasured secret that I sow within me,
A lot like love,
A love that shall reap!